2015年1月20日星期二

Sophia Lee, my love...

How to u describe your bestie in sentences? or....essay? seriously, it is not a easy thing to do... i was using the whole "journey" from my friend's place to back my home only thinking on how to i tell you this "hard to tell" friendship...
it might be long, if u think it is too long to read...u may skip...
this girl.. Sophia Lee is one of the korean friends i know in malaysia, how to i tell you about her? lets see...stay tune..
first of all, she is a caring girl, i remembers once awhile, i told her i really enjoy henry's songs, and i like her style as well as how he composing the songs, and now, she gave me the farewell presents is the album of Henry..
she knows i like korea so much, she always sharing to me hows korea looks like, and the culture and the pop culture of korea.... she even brought me many kpop album from difference groups, Lee seunggi, Henry, SJ, CNblue...
besides, she knows my mom love mask, whenever she went back to korea, she always brought alot of masks to my mom..
she also a kind person, which always share her happiness, sadness and the feeling of her to me when we hang out, she love to talk, she love to share and she always give a awkward smile when she share smtg weird and "stupid" that she did...
she also love to give us opinion when come to our decision making, of coz, when come to financial problems, studies issues, and some of the relationship problems, she might not capable to give good opinion, but she urge to give and advise me is her way, and always encourage me on my hopelessness...
just 1hour ago...when Ms Belinda sending me and sophia back to our place... i really want to give a hug, but i couldnt, i scare i couldnt control my "divider of tears" i worry the divider of my eyes may breakdown, because we might not see each other start from this moment...i wish to stop builting and make more memories about ourselve, i scare, i worries, i scare i will always think of you when some of the places and stuff elicit my memories between two of us, i will cry, i will sad, i will feels blue...we known each others for more then 2 and a half years.. we share alot, we share happiness, tears, love, and so on, in these years, we are always hang out together, we always have lunch and dinner, i bring her to meet most of my friends, and even bring her back to my home town and meet my relatives,which include my lovely Mom...
is not once, most of the ppl include sell person, relatives, friends or lecturer think we are in relationship, but we knows we are best friend, it been normal when ppl ask me is it my gf, but ya, we r just friend, but do you know? i nvr feel awkward when two of us tgt.... i can just express my emotion without masking myself, i share most of the things to her without worries, we share a cup of tea or coffee, we study tgt, and we joke like no one beside... is hard to find this kind of friendship especially it is a korean and she is a girl...
Sophia, this might be the last time i see you, ya, plz dont cry when u seeing this, i hope i only the one crying here, not you... i wish you all the best in ur future, finish ur degree and graduate with a frying color result... when u see a white small car, think of me, when u see psychology, think of me, when u see tall guys, think of me....when u see handsome, think of me...when u marry, invite me....plz...i wish to meet u again in short while!